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i think it'd be good for me if i start writing in this regularly...maybe it'll help me remember stuff and remember to do stuff and..a bunch of stuff, yesterday i got to see tyler and i havn't seen him in a pretty long time so that was definitely cool, i got to watch all the guys skateboard too. i'm excited to start learning to skate this year as soon as it dries up a bit more and warms up a bit...jesse says he's excited to teach me too...things with jesse are more or less going pretty well i guess. they could be a lot better though. i started cleaning out my room today and getting rid of a bunch of things to make more space so i can maybe feel like i could actually breathe a little in my room instead of watching every step i take and where i put things and whatever else, but as for right now theres more cleanign to be done, including myself and a bathroom and my clothes. |
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| 10:24am 04/03/2006 |
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mood:  happy
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3 years ago, I:
1. was thirteen years old.
2. was in 8th grade
3. was constantly getting screamed at for grades. first year of that.
4. wanted to pass that year
5. liked the idea of going to highschool
2 years ago, I:
1. lost my virginity.
2. was 14
3. was in love with paul
4. was a freshman, finally
5. tried pot for the first time.
1 year ago, I:
1. i was thinking about how to pass my classes
2. started going out with jesse alson.
3. fell in love with jesse alson, haha.
4. fell out of love with paul.
5. was barely a sophomore
This year I:
1. am doing a bit better in school
2. lied about the last thing i just said.
3. tried a lot of new things.
4. ruined my brain
5. started thinking about fixing my life, for real this time.
Yesterday I:
1. hung out with jesse
2. got in a fight with jesse
3. made up with jesse
4. avoided a party that got busted, haha good for me
5. went to bed early
Today I:
1. at 3 waffles
2. will go to jesse's, pick up a jacket, pick up my stufffff...and try and find something to do.
3. found out jesse didnt get arrested or anything last night, thankkkkk god.
4. should take a shower, haha
5. also found out, my fun was thrown away. mehhh
Tomorrow I:
1. will be hungover, i hope. hahaha
2. will be very very awake...yeah i doubt it though
3. hang out wiht jesse?
4. start saving money.
5. stop sucking so much ass?
5 people that I like to be around in no particular order:
1. JADE.
2. alley
3. jesse
4. sam! haha
5. aaron freakin mitta.
5 TV shows I like:
1. seinfeld
2. malcom in hte middle
3. southpark
4. simpsons
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| 09:20am 11/09/2005 |
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holy god
havn't touched this in forever.
i'll fix this all right up when i get to it. :D |
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| 05:38am 03/06/2005 |
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i'm in history...so yeah.
i'll update more later
so i came to school with 81 bucks.
now i have 41.
but at the end of the day i'm gunna have a skateboard :D woo.
so yeah!
lol and after school im going over jesse's
so that's funnnnn
anyway, more laterererer |
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| 05:25am 25/05/2005 |
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well i havn't updated this for a long time i guess...i broke my laptop and when my dad fixed it, it only has the internet capabilities to go on AIM...so i guess i can only update this at school...oh well.
so i hope everyone is doing well.
i guess i am.
who knows, maybe i'll update this a bit later i don't have a lot to say now. |
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| 03:19pm 07/05/2005 |
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i painted this when i was 11. or 10 possibly.
wait..
yeah when i was 11.
i'd say that's pretty damn excellent for an 11 year old. lol |
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| they say freak............ |
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| 08:45pm 06/05/2005 |
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well i just typed a big long thing about how i felt happy again but
eh
suddenly it's gone.
and i dont mean just what i typed.
i mean the happiness.
i thought about everything too much, and then it was gone. gone gone gone gone gone.
dead. |
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| 02:22am 29/04/2005 |
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sooooooo it's around two..again..turned the comp on...called jesse..he picked up then my phone died so..that sucks..idk i'm not tired.
and...i keep waking up soooooooo.....idk.
lol it's 222...
last night i woke up at 1:59, tonight's 2:17...idk. it sucks. |
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| 02:21pm 28/04/2005 |
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HOLY POPE.
i told jesse i was going to frame this picture. or just stick it to the ceiling above my bed. he said if i did, he'd never come anywhere near me, or my room, ever again.
LOL.
and who doesn't think that that man is fucking scary as hell. in that picture. orrrrr just in general. |
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| 03:01am 27/04/2005 |
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is it a sleeping disorder, when you just keep waking up around 2 or 3 in the morning like.
every single night? |
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| let's try this again. |
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| 03:46pm 26/04/2005 |
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so what does everyone think of this...again. because i dont think anyone actually said anything to it last time.
or is it that horrible. |
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| 12:56pm 23/04/2005 |
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my friend over in australia...her pet is a dingo. |
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| stolen from steve |
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| 11:06am 22/04/2005 |
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15 years ago, I:
1. lived in Australia <3
2. was about 4 months old
3. had a cat named Spike
4. was a baaaaby
5. couldn't do much lol
10 years ago, I:
1. 5 years old
2. was in first grade
3. was trying to make new friends
4. had a snack time!
5. like school
5 years ago, I:
1. was 10 years old
2. was in 5th grade
3. was kiiinda chunky lol
4. liked the people in my class
5. had friends i dont have now
3 years ago, I:
1. was 12
2. started having ridiculous crushes on random boys
3. wanted to be a professional dancer
4. was in 7th grade
5. wanted to be in 8th grade lol
2 years ago, I:
1. was 13
2. started to do some really stupid shit
3. thought i was the coolest thing ever
4. was in 8th grade
5. one word. dana.....lmao
1 year ago, I:
1. was big old 14....woo..hoo?
2. lost my virginity
3. started going out with Paul Salzarulo
4. fell in love with paul
5. was a freshie
This year I:
1. got someone arrested
2. failed a high majority of my classes
3. did even more stupid shit
4. started going out with Jesse Alson
5. realized i need to sort out my life
Yesterday I:
1. made a big t-shirt into a small tank-top
2. cleaned a bathroom
3. watched CSI
4. talked to jesse
5. cried
Today I:
1. woke up
2. will go to willington pizza with jesse and my family
3. ate two bowls of cheerios and had a bagel for breakfast
4. called jesse and woke him up. whoops.
5. will clean my room
5 people that I like to be around in no particular order:
1. Jade
2. Jesse
3. Alley
4. JOSH MAC! lol
5. (this is a little group) Justin, Ryan, and Mitta in homeroom. lol
5 TV shows I like:
1. CSI
2. Married...with Children
3. Southpark
4. Simpsons
5. King of the Hill
5 places I've lived:
1. Australia<333
2. Um..Hawaii for a week when we moved here? lol
3. My grandparents house when we just moved here.
4. Stafford (this house)
5. actually i think that's it. I might have lived in the US a bit with my mom just after i was born or something...?
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| 11:17am 21/04/2005 |
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...lol
drunk guys in pink shirts running around asking about..every single girl to dance with him, and then he just goes and fucks you..with, his knee.
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hahahhahahaha
so last night i went to the hippodrome..my mom let me go, and she took me. weird.
it was pretty decent, i went with jess, sam, heather, sara and amanda.
i'm not really good friends with sara or amanda, i sorta am with heather, and i'm friends with jess and sam so that was good...at first, they played a lot of techno, which made my head pound because, eh i felt kinda blah, but then it was alright, and those fucking lights were nuts and i kinda wanted to fall over a couple times when they were flashing...lol.
so it was decent, the drunk guy was hillarious...he was just a LITTLE drunk lol. so some how i wound up dancing with him, and some other guy, and this tall dude that was kinda weird, and then of course, the one that was...well i'm not sure what he was..not to be mean, but honestly i couldn't figure out what he was. i think he was puerto rican......? anyway jessica just looks at him and says 'WANNA DANCE WITH MY FRIEND?!' so
i guess he did.
so then i just kinda walked away because
no.
so a few times..my 'phone rang' or we 'had to go to the bathroom' because guys are
whatever they are
and some little black kid danced with sam. and that completely made my night...
and steph and sarah called which was pretty nice, and then i called them back and just held my phone in the air so they could listen to the music...or something. lol, anyway so it was alright.
i'm kind of rambling because i'm really tired.
i got a new shirt. i'm going to 'diy' it right now. i'll add to this in a bit i'm just going to update it and fix it my computer is being weird and i dont want to lose this. |
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| 08:33am 19/04/2005 |
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mood:  horny music: mr. self destruct - nine inch nails
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jesse's here right now...
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| 02:09pm 18/04/2005 |
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Wonderful, so first I have a full plan for today. Have Jesse over, hang out here for a bit, wait out in the car for Zach’s piano lesson, and go to target.
So…
First, that gets completely fucked over because Jesse’s parents go somewhere or something, and he has no ride here.
So I ask my mom and she says she will.
So I tell Jesse and he just says ‘I don’t know, I have people bugging me to go other places, and I don’t want to make your mom keep giving me rides…’
So we get into a pretty decent fight.
Which was awful.
So we fight and fight and fight, and now he’s coming over tomorrow morning on his birthday.
I don’t have a present for him, he says he doesn’t want one. I’ll have to think of something anyway.
So then he makes me promise I’ll try and have a good day.
So I ask if I can still come to target anyway, my mom says yes.
And she just told me that she isn’t going, and she looks at me getting ready and putting makeup on and says ‘oh what you thought we were going?’
YES MOM, BECAUSE YOU FUCKING SAID WE WERE.
HMM.
LETS THINK ABOUT THAT.
K so.
Now I have make up on.
I actually put on some clean clothes.
My new shirt too that I got.
And I’m not going anywhere.
Woo..Hoo. |
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| 10:01am 18/04/2005 |
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what a rock star... |
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